Gratitude

malem2 gini paling enak utk merenung.. pak suami udah bobo ganteng di sebelah.. tinggallah bumil berperut besar ditemani kakak shalihah yang lagi mijet2 perut bundanya dari dalem, hehe..

mari nostalgia.. ke masa2 beberapa bulan yang lalu..

rasanya baru kemarin tinggal di bandung. di apartemen ukuran 40an m2 dan mostly sendirian.. ga sendirian si sebenernya, tapi ade sering banget pulang larut karena urusan rapat ini-itu, atau belajar kelompok. tapi saya ga pernah kesepian, weekend selalu ada mas suami yg setia nemenin via skype.. weekday ada temen2 yang silih berganti main juga nginep.. tetep yang paling berkesan, momen2 bersama tya dan aul.. berenang, belanja ke superindo, masak-masak, makan bareng, nonton dvd sampe ketiduran, saling nge-odoj di pojok2 ruangan, dan sebagainya..

rasanya tenang dan nyaman bersama mereka. jujur, saya suka bingung bersikap ke orang lain.. mudah banget ngerasa awkward.. tapi sama mereka, semua ngalir gitu aja.. i could easily be my self with them.. they also encourage me to be a better person, even (maybe) they don't realize that.. they insipire me with their simplicity.

from tya, i learn how to be a good wife, a good mom.. she hasn't married yet, but she seems to be very prepared.. it sounds funny, doesn't it? hhe.. but that's the reality.. she is a positive energy.

from aul, i learn how to be a sincere person. actually i'm not a sweetfriend(?). i don't put photos of my friends in my room, i don't even think it's important. i don't make surprise for my friend's birthday, i don't even celebrate birthdays.
but from aul, i learn to soften my heart a bit.. to be more friendly to others.. i learn that it's good to be nice and sweet to others..

in the end, i just realize how much i miss our moments together, in bandung, with its lovely weather..

love you two because of Allah..

hope we can meet again soon.. may Allah protects us forever..